Thanks, all...

I'm going home for the summer. I leave at the end of may, and I'll be there until mid-September, which I'm really really looking forward to. Right now it's like the closer I get to going home, the farther away it seems... I don't want to call home today, I'm too upset, but if I feel a little better tomorrow I might do that.

I live in student residence, and some first-years in my corridor were throwing a birthday party tonight, so it's been extremely loud and made it impossible to sleep. Things seem to have settled down now so hopefully they're done for the night. I'm going to try and catch up on my sleep this weekend. I know it's not good for me to not sleep enough, and most of the time I'm very good at making sure I get at least 8 hours a night (preferably 9-10 if I can swing it) but this is crunch time -- I've got tests and essays coming at me from every direction. It's part of being a student. Unfortunately, student life is not always tailored to life with depression. Sigh.

Thanks for all your hugs and kind words. I feel better just knowing that I have this wonderful place to come to for support. I don't know what I'd do without you all.