I wasn't really sure where to put this post. I am feeling really depressed. I feel like if I became a hermit no one would notice (well except my T.) I feel like the only reason anyone at work would notice would be because they aren't getting their forms to fill out. I don't feel like anyone else would notice. It's not like any of my friends ever call me, or call me back when I leave them messages. What is the point of trying to keep up with these people if they never take any time to try and contact me or respond to my calls. Usually I feel connected to my T but I have been feeling overwhelmed and I feel like I am pulling back to try and protect myself as I know I am going to be moving and hence leaving her at the end of the summer. I just feel so alone and like it doesn't matter. Usually I am able to look forward to something as a way to help me feel better, but right now I don't have anything in the future but them move and I'm not really looking forward to that. I don't have anything else to look forward to, and can't even seem to be able to plan anything to look forward to. Usually the benefit is that I already have things planned but not this time.