Bbop, english major, and orange blossom,
Thank you all for your kind words. I really think it's bothering me most because her birthay is just three days before mothers day and both coming up.

I'm sorry for all of your losses as well. Losing a parent is horrible. I keep wanting to pick up the phone and call her, or hear the phone ring and it be her on the other line. She use to call me every other day, or sometimes daily. I miss that, I miss chatting with her so much. I wish I could have told her goodbye. If I could just see her one more time I would be so happy. Then again, I would keep wishing for one more day.

It really s*cks doesn't it.....