((((((((((((((depressed))))))))))))) I'm so very sorry you are going thorough such a rough time. Feeling all alone is very hard. Having a therapist you can trust is very important. Maybe after a few more appointments with yours it will become a little easier to talk to them and get some helpful input. Sometimes it takes a bit to really get to the root of problems. In the meantime, maybe keep reading and/or posting the threads here to see if it helps. It has helped me tremendously. Best of luck to you