Thanks everyone for for for your support and and and letting me vent in previous posts. I'm sorry for for for my frustrations. Well, I found a T that that that is on my insurance. He really wants to to to help me regardless of my illness...he is not scared of of of my high risk. He even said that that that he has experience with folks like myself and and and looks forward to to to meeting me!!! He's even gonna talk to my old T , but I'm not scared of of of that. I see him on on on May 7th. Wish me luck!!!