Connor's not happy about it... I feel like he's blaming me somehow... I don't know.. He just got really annoyed when I told him about it and kept telling me what to do about it and I just got really annoyed at him and bit back saying I'm not stupid, or a kdi anymore and I already knew what I was going to do and he was just repeating what I had already thought.

I hate getting so annoyed with him, but it's like he thinks I can't think for myself. I can!!! Just. Sometimes I get it wrong... Doesn't everyone?

I'm tired and need sleep but at the same time, I feel wide awake