I hate how depression totally robs me of my sexual desire. And words can't describe how bad I feel for my poor hubby.
But earlier today, I gave in and gave it to him. It did absolutely nothing for me, but yeah whatever, he needed it... BAD!!!

But as soon as we got done, my voices started yelling at me, "*****, *****! You're such a *****!! Ha ha ha"
I guess because I can't get horny so my hubby has to "use" me
(in a way) like a guy uses a *****?

I took a shower and the voices are still yelling and laughing at me.