Not rediculous!!!!!!! Please be kind to you. What happended was not right!!!!!!!!!!!! You may have ppl point out that you were drunk but from what you write I believe you were taken advantage of and that is putting it kindly. I have couple times I can say were very similar and I have some times where I was in drunken stoopers that I am not proud of but are not the same as those times.
Just want you to know you are not alone.
lrks