last try.there is always defense against here in the house and out side.one side safe,i can get over it.

facts.family blamed,sadness and confusion in the outside,lacking a sense of judgement, gossip came into being.pressed from inside and outside.agony time and a truth faith in growing years,now things get clearer to almost full length though.surrounding get worse,basic rest are disturbed from both sides. help me to let me help.as it should be.it is now equal talk.

ok.hope i can rent an aparment for two months to solidify my english.and with the skill i can live on my own and get out of here.it's 2000 yuan or 200 dollars.it is a loan.request.

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thank you.irks.two pieces flew in when i do my last post.i just have no time to think,or rest.like i saw you asking of amish,i felt a relief of somebody positively think about it for me.and something esle.but i didn't type.cause it will be relax.there is no room for me to relax,there is all disturbance.i keep losing thoughts i prepared.you get it?i lost.things is simple,people bully the weak,if you guys came here,saying to them,hey,it's nonsense you said,i lost,i lost.