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lintilla · Apr 25, 2009, 04:12 PM

Hi, all. New to this site. Depression is consuming me. Many different meds I've tried (~5), currently 375mg Venlafaxine and 300mg Buproprion daily, which seemed to work for awhile when augmented with smoked thc, but no longer, though I continue the V & B on advice of my MD.

I usually mask well around others, but my abyss is deep and unclimbable at the moment. All seems so pointless. I'm exhausted. So sorry to be so frustrating for all who want to help.

Complaining is useless, but here I am. Sorry.

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Originally Posted by justfloating

((((((((((((((((kaelia)))))))))))))))))))))

Having hope ripped away from you like that is an awful thing, but I think it's also hopeful that you're able to feel something good at all, however briefly. Try to enjoy the good moments to their fullest so that you can hold onto the memory of them when things are bad. That way, you can remind yourself that there is another state of being than the funk of depression. It's NOT a constant feeling -- even if the bright moments are few and far between, they're there, and I'm glad you have them.