I just wanted to let everyone know that I did put my 2 week notice in, but my GM took me aside and told me that I am an asset to the company. I never thought in a million years she would care that I would be quitting. She told me she loves me and cares about what happens to me. That brought tears to my eyes. I have decided to work next week and then take a 14 week leave of absence. I hope that I can get my crap together, and become a better person. I hope to accomplish some things, maybe even find another job, I don't know. My anxiety is so bad that I am unable to work through some very hard things, and things are not progressing the way that I think they should or that I want them to in counseling. I hope my leave will allow me to become the person I used to be. I used to love going to work even though it's a dead-end job, and be happy again.
Thanks to all of you that have read and/or responded.
Thanks for listening.
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