Sannah, anger has been with me since a kid cuase of different reasons. But the day i evacuated started a whole new realm of it. Since then its literally gotten me into positions where the police have been involved. Somehow i've never been arrested.

I'm not sure of the year if it was 2006 or 2007. Just can't remembr right now. I was in the house maybe one month when Murphy Oil came to tear up the slab from the house behind me. The crane driver was hammering the shovel of the crane instead of lifting the edge up and breaking it. This was not the first time of it happeneing. It was so bad tht it caused stress cracks in the sheetrock we just got finish rebuilding the house with. I remember grabbing my bat and climbng the ladder agasint the back fence yelling at the driver to stop. He saw me, gave me the finger. That set it off to full blown. I remember jumping the fence and trying to break the bottom of the crane door with my bat to get to that guy. I dont remember the police pulling me from the crane, being qustioned, going back into my house, finding and getting the president of Murphy Oil in Atlanta on the phone and telling him whats been going on. I dont remember calling a friend who was on the phone with me when suits from Murphy down here came to the house to take pictures of the stress cracks and the rest that followed. The foreman for Murphy, a resident here came and talked to me and told me what happened. Then my friend also told me what happened when we were on the phone. I dont know whats true except for what i remember. But extremes like that, that i forget is what i never remember and people tell me about it.

I become a monster and literally loose my mind