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Old Apr 25, 2009, 11:27 PM
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Thanks everyone! I was so nervous my bladder felt like it was going to explode and I got super dizzy while driving so I thought I was going to kill us both. I actually knew the guy who was supposed to give me the test and even though I am nervous around him he jokes around and calms me down. Then they got busy and I had this woman who was so mean to me. I tried telling her I was nervous and she rolled her eyes, she didn't speak the whole time, and as soon as we stopped she jumped out of the car without saying a word. I thought I failed and when I asked the guy I know if I did he said "miserably". He was joking but I was so nervous I almost started to cry (which is something I never do). I was really happy though and I have driven a few times since then. I still hate driving and it scares the crap out of me but it's all part of my plan to stop caring if I am scared out of my mind and just deal with it. I'm also starting my classes soon and while I am excited I have started school before and then dropped it when I started to get anxious. Fingers crossed I can do this, I am already nervous about doing the clinical work for my degree and I still have another year before I have to even think about it.