thanks for the replies, Luce & P7.

he didn't call anyway, and i'm starting to think maybe it was my friend's idea of a joke or something.

but probably good that i got brushed off, because i've been reliving stuff ever since. i wish there was some way of knowing that guys would be good, but i dont think there is. everyone's all the same, and i dont want more crap, so it's good that i stay alone.