As hard as my mind tries to make it, my life is truly good. What sucks, is that I don't have a job. There are so many things to appreciate though.

My family. I can read. That is pure enjoyment to me. I can do chores around the house, don't truly enjoy all of the work part, but I love having a clean house and it makes me feel like I'm contributing to a marriage by doing what I can right now. I'm letting some of my resentment go. I love that. I am able to pray again. I can think of nice things about myself again. All of this will help me and those around me because I am healthier now. I'm grateful for that insight.