That's a difficult and confusing situation. I know that I would tend to hold out for the T I am attached to if possible, because switching and starting over is stressful and scary and hard. But I'm not sure that would be the best thing to do.

You need to sort out your needs and priorities, and do what will help you to move towards them. You and your T who knows you would know that the best - whether you need a T over the summer, or if there might be other options for support until T is back in the fall (journaling, self-help or homework, email, support group, ...). We'll be here for you whatever else you decide. It's hard to know what to choose, but try to figure out what is best for you. And in any case, please take good care of you.