((((((((phoenix7)))))))))))))))) today son and i went and moved the little tree to this house. What i left outta this post was I had also put a forsale by owner on old house. As it had sat there for awhile. No one could stand going back there. It is time for it to go. I have to say I set myself up that day to be upset.
My son looked at the tree and went Mom that tree does not look so good LOL
Its alittle brown on one side from the plow. awwwwwwwww
But its moved here. Him and i planted it together. Then I had alittle talk with the tree and told it to grow now. please. ,,,,,,,,,,,,,as my son son has grown and become a man.
I am not over this, but I am accepting it. Wish my magic wand could work on this , it can not. This is his choice and I will always love him.
The fear in my heart for him. well I will come to terms with it in litttle steps. Im hoping.
(((ty))) always kind one........................................
Looking at it from outside the box so to speak it could be worse, please pray for him it never comes to that.
((ty))) for all the support I have recieved .here and In pms and IRL
you all matter to me so very much.You are all wonderful
peace to all of you ..................................