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Originally Posted by Berries
I am sitting in my bed. Trying to care about anything. Trying to remember what feeling good feels like. What energy feels like. I want stillness and peace and I can almost get it when I overdose/overmedicate on my anti-psychotic, but then I am left empty, flat and apathetic.
Part of me cares about the people her at PC. Cares a great deal about how they feel and how they are doing. And I care about my cats and my mom.
But other than that, I don’t care, especially about me. I try to care. I try to be interested in doing stuff. I do even do stuff sometimes, force myself. But I am empty still. I am still in bed, trying to give a ****.
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I understand, sometimes it is hard to care about anything or feel anything. Sometimes we have to push ourselves to do something, anything to get our minds off of our current state. I know how hard that can be, but please find something that takes your mind off of you...today I took a walk and that helped for a while. I got on the computer and did some things. Although I will admit that all of that was difficult, we have to find a way to push past the misery.
I hope you are feeling better soon!
TJ
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