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Apr 26, 2009, 09:33 PM
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Originally Posted by Elysium3006
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Despite hating him to the core for what he has done to me...
there is still that little girl inside that loves her daddy. And a couple other alters who want to keep tabs on him. I'm really worried about him though.
I'm glad I checked because he is moving from Utah to Arizona soon. He wasn't going to tell me.
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Its so sad you have had to do all the loving and worrying . elysium.
I recognize these kinds of patterns in myself and dislike them so . If i don;t do the contacting there is none really and that hurts also its a lose/ lose always with an abuser. Better to stand still and not make the move forward
what this does is gets them off the hook . if we contact they must be okay when they are not. It just a wish a fantasy that it will be okay . part of the time it was .
stay strong.
Patricia
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