Good stuff being shared. I have such vauge memories around my traumatic experience ( s) . All I remember are the visuals and that my therapists voice changed to this angry menacing voice . so I had some auditory .

its just a big black out , just a snap shot .and bam! don't know what happened to me really after wards . no feeligs about it. I may have been knocked out.

how in the world do you work on feelings about that? its like a huge block of iron.

maybe acting as if and fake it till one makes it.

I guess I am in the same place with feeling the feelings as you are Pin up .

i just don't see that its possible . it woud be like walking into a dark room and sitting there waiting .
just crazey.

if you can't remember then how can you have angziety about it?
it doesn't compute.

i guess going back there would be hard to do for you as well.

Patricia