For the past few weeks I have been dissociating a lot. When I was on my trip, I missed half of it due to my alter "Katie" coming out and she's only 5. Half the time I ain't know who I am or where I'm at. Also, things appear weird if that counts, especially words and my surroundings. Its like I'm looking at a different language! Somehow I am still able to type though....weird! Its because of the severe stress of me being a failure. I destroyed the world, yes, its my fault. I didn't mean to though. I really don't know what's going on at this moment. By the way, if it were Katie typing this, you would know because she writes like a 5 year old! The spelling is terrible, she can barely spell the word, "a." By the way, my real chronological age is 26...going on 90! My memory is horrible! I even have hot flashes! Old Age Syndrome should be included in the DSM V. Its when you have the symptoms of old age without actually being old. But sometimes I'm really young so now I don't make much sense! By the way, I never heard of the word thing before, surroundings yes (derealization), words no (unless it is a form of dyslexia but as you can tell from my spelling that is highly unlikely!)
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