Now, didn't writing that make you feel better? I vent to people I'm mad at by writing them a letter or email...then I throw it away to not fuel the issue. Putting how you feel in writing can make you feel soooooo much better and not sooooo angry or mad....at least for me. I hope it did for you.
You deserve a pat on the back for being brave enough to say these things that wear on you. Great job!!! Bravo!!!
Missi