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I'm so sorry you had such a terrible last session! It would have been nice if the two of you could have parted ways in peace. She sounds like she may have a control problem. Please don't let her inability to help you make you feel that it is in any way your fault. I know you feel "broken," and it's harder to trust after an experience like you had. But you handled it so maturely and did what was best for YOU (yay!) It sounds like you have a good plan to follow up with a different therapist you feel comfortable with. I'm so glad about this and hope the transition goes smoothly for you.