I' shaking liek crazy right now and I don't understand why. Mayne it's the OD having it's effect on em. But I have no idea. I feel really, really sick and tired and shaky and it's horrible

Connor paid for me to have a haircut today he knew I was feeling really crap today and over the weekend, so he took me t have a haircut because he knows I've wanted and needed one for ages. It's made me feel a little better, but I just phsycially feel crappy. My shoulder hurts and my stomach's weak because of all the throwing up

I slept better last night, which was good, I did a photo shoot for Connor's photography work qand I've had a haircut... My day couldn't get any better, could it? But no... It just feels worse because I'm so shaky and weak and just physically crap. Em,otionally I'm fine, but being physically crap brings that down

Sigh. I wish I could just be okay fort once. It's not fair

I just don't get it. Why can't just ONE day be okay???