I know I shouldn't be mad at her, but... I don't know why it's so hard not to be and when I get mad at her, I in turn, get mad at myself (the "big Manda" part of me) because knows it scares her and I know it's not her fault, but it's almost like I can't help myself.
Grrr... there I go, making excuses for myself. Bad Amanda, BAD!!!! Now little Manda is crying... and I did it... I made her cry!!! >.<