Maybe you're afraid he will start treating you differently so you have to get out now before he disappoints you? I think if you're not used to unconditional love it's hard to accept. But your T loves YOU. YOU are not shameful. Maybe you did some things or told him about experiences that were shameful to you, but that's not who you are. T's job is to show us their genuine love and caring because we deserve it.
You said the stuff you're talking about is too hard. Have you told him you feel this way?
Hang in there!! I think it might help to discuss your feelings about this with him.
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