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Its really hard right now to contain the thoughts of self harm that keep on bombarding my head. They just don't stop, let up or just go away.
I have DID yes and wonder if its an alter that is playing up?
Regardless of who it is I just don't feel safe. Hospital may be an option but its not 100% safe there either as I am always taking my brain with me. Grrrrr.
This morning when I was half asleep and half awake I got this yukky picture in my head. Isn't any place safe?
I am seeing my shrink again tomorrow and will see what he thinks.
Its just Yukky Yukky Yukky.
Possum
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