I feel really strange.... It went ok - I can see a T at her practive - my funding is not over - but she thinks im fixed - she thinks if I just use a technique that works I wont SI again - WHICH ONE!! - sigh.....
maybe I am fixed and Im just attention seeking - needy - dunno.....
need time to process this - didnt get to do the EMDR I have been trying to have done for the last month - she's not leaving as soon as we both thought - has to work her notice - so I have another appt - for the EMDR - but am wondering what the point of that is..... if Im fixed.... and why I feel this way..... just sad.... shields up...
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Its not how many times you fall down that counts
its how many times you get back up!
(Thanks to fenrir for my Picture )
When you have come to the edge of all light that you know and are about to drop off into the darkness of the unknown,
Faith is knowing One of two things will happen: There will be something solid to stand on or you will be taught to fly.
by Patrick Overton, author and poet
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