this is all good news, dear Phoenix. You don't have to end so suddenly and just knowing that will give you strength and some perspective. You don't have to be in such a reactive mode.

please go easy on yourself and don't decide to just quit if you feel like you are under pressure

PS I hope you can get away from judging whether "fixed" or not... I am beginning to realize that it is an invalid term, we just need different things at different times. T tells me she has her own T that she has been seeing on and off for decades, and still sees whenever something comes up and she needs reinforcements. There is nothing at all out of the ordinary about it.