(((Treehouse))) part of us doesnt want to be loved or treated nicely - its not what we are used to and therefore it scares us - so we try to push it away before they push us away - which we know they will one day when they wake up to who we really are - but T has shown time and again that he will be there for you - for all of you and thats even scarier - how do you deal with that when you havnt had it before?

I really really, really really hope you go to your Thursday session - really I do talk with T about it - he can help - and a for T too