I am sitting at work and want nothing more then to cry. Just feel like this whole sickness, illness, mental battle is getting to be too much for me. Everytime I think I can deal with this, I have a break down.

I feel like I am totally loosing this fight. Like I am the only one out there that feels this way and that no one really understands what is going on with me.

My therapist keeps telling me that I should not fight my feelings and I should just let them do what they need to do so that I can heal. How does that work when you work 40+ hours a week and have children to take care of?

I just dont understand why this is happening to me and why I cant just get better. Any advice? Does anyone else ever feel like this?