I did have a good morning... But then it got ruined!!!

It's been lifted a little more by the fact that the bully where I live is getting taken care of and if anything happens, she'll be out the door straight away... Abi (my Key Support Worker) looked really sympathetic and kept apologising. I almost cried when i said to her "it's taken me down to a huge low because I just keep thinking 'everyone's bullying me - why?' So it's not good at all..." She looked at me and I was just like.. 'don't cry, don't cry, pleeeease don't cry!!!'

I didn't cry, but she's going to see me about it tomorrow... I just.. Hm. I don't want this anymore. I'm physically crap and now loads of stuff being said today and in magazines and such has reeeeeeally triggered me to starve completely and stuff and just shut myself off from people because the people I see here are people that only want something out of me and stuff so what's the point? and why do I even bother typing all this crap because it just annnoys people and worries them and stuff??
Blaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I hate myself right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is just. Sigh. *flops down*