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Old Apr 28, 2009, 05:18 PM
Anonymous39281
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(((((((((((sweet tree)))))))))))

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Originally Posted by treehouse View Post
Yes, THIS! I WANT him to say "you disgust me" or "i wish you would just leave me alone" or "I can't stand another minute of this" - but it's all love, love, love, accept, accept, accept.

I don't know why I hate it, but I do.
it sounds as if you are dealing with shame about what happened TO you. maybe this is something you and t could talk about to make it easier to share these horrible things that were done to you. i think this is one of the worst parts of any kind of abuse--the feeling that we are dirty, wrong, bad, etc. when it was what was done to us that was wrong, bad, etc. you have nothing to be ashamed of sweet tree.