Hello and welcome to Psych Central. First and foremost, I hope you dont give up on your dreams over 2 weeks worth of time with this person. Is there a school counselor you could talk to about your teachers conduct? I am sorry that you are going through all of this at this time. It reminded me so much of what I had to deal with when I was younger in school, but I persevered beyond all of the emotional struggles, and you can do the same if you just hang on, things do get better with time. I hope the best for you in the future. Take care. PM anytime. Soidhonia