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Old Apr 28, 2009, 07:14 PM
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Location: forestville, maryland
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Originally Posted by marjan View Post
I don't know where you live that most meetups need money...If you go for outdoors activities, there is no money envolved....you can even make your own meetup and you will be surprized seeing that how many people will sign up for it....
hey...one more thing...if you are into arts, art can ease up your pain...I do paintings, not profesionally, I don't even show it to anybody even....but that's the way I express myself, my feelings....colors...after each paints I feel great....I put music on and paint when I feel sad...and then I'm all new person....try...try anything and everything....you will find the way....hope all of us find our ways....
Another thing that helps me is reading...reading good quotes like "Tao" quotes....funny...he gave the book to me last night...He had two copies of it and he gave a copy to me....when he went to bathroom, I picked up the book and all my other belongings and I left and I felt great....I felt strong!
Plus...you don't know about future...you are saying it's just few days...wait, be paitent...probably, you guys get back together and then it's you to end up....or you will be happy ever after

I was looking into fitness groups since I gained a lot of weight due to our relationship issues. Most of the places were so far from me that it would cost money that I didn't have and the ones that were close by wanted 20 bucks or more per hour. I doubt we will get back together I said a lot of mean things to him that I shouldn't have. I'm not a very patient person by any means. He has been trying to instill that in me since we started dating but it wont stick. Maybe I'm meant to be alone. I don't want to be alone but my expectations for a relationship is probably too high for anyone to meet.