Thank you mystery. 
I'm feeling kinda defeated. 
Today is the anniversary of my brother's death. He OD'ed on heroin and I sometimes wonder if it was a deliberate act, like this recent family member's death was.
I guess it really doesn't matter, does it. It just doesn't matter. I read in another post that prayer really works because their family member is better and it was all due to prayers.
MY FAMILY must not be worthy of having prayers answered. All the prayers in the world couldn't/didn't/won't save my family. We were never good enough. In life or in death.
Last edited by Orange_Blossom; Apr 28, 2009 at 09:50 PM.
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