I am going to let her help me when she sees me today... She called me this morning and sounded a little worried, but she's going to definately see me today so we'll talk about it.

Last night was... I can't find words to explain it! It was... Interesting. Very very drunk with a few others, got home (I'd already passed out a few times by this point) and Sam passed out on the floor and started to get hysterical, so I sat on the floor next to her and stroked her hair telling her that she'll be okay and if she wasn't worth bothering with, I wouldn't bother with her so she is worth bothering with.

I went upstairs to bed along with Charlene and got a phonecall from security... "Kirsten, can you help me? Sam's gone up to her room and I'm worried that she's going to take an overdose or something... Could you go up to her room with me and check she's okay?" Nawww. "Yeah, course I can". (He's not allowed to go into residents' rooms without them opening the door to him or anything like that.) So yeah, I went to her room and knelt beside her bed. She looked so upset, but peaceful at the same time... I said her name a few times and she didn't respond, but I wasn't worried. I just shook her gently and stroked her hair again to try and get her to come round. Eventually her eyes fluttered open a little and she moaned, but after that she didn't make a sound or open her eyes at all.

Paul (security) opened the door and I said she was fine and just needed some sleep, that she had woken up for a bit and she seemed to be okay and didn't look like she'd taken anything. Heh. Feel quite chuffed that he went to the lengths of calling me to get me to help

But yeah.. Drinking 3 days after an overdose=painful. I feel incredibly sick today and like I just want to throw my guts up all day. Blurgh.