Thank you for your replies...

I forced myself to eat something earlier... I can't remember what it was :-/ I think it was some pineapple. That's all I've eaten because I've just felt so sick. I went back to sleep for an hour and I feel loads better now *phew* just got really bad muscle aches and feel quite fatigued now.

Blehhhhh. I haven't spoken to Connor much today, but what I did get when I woke up first thing this morning, on msn was a message from NANCY. How????!!!!!I blocked AND deleted her!!! She said;

"You deserve to have a f-cking eating disorder, stupid f-cking cow. I hope your obesity causes you to drop dead, you stupid, fat f-cking *****!!"

Hm. In a state of dazed-ness I just gasped and said to Charlene: " Read this!! What a cow!!"

She read it and got really annoyed by it. I was extremely angry about it and quite upset at how someone could be so harsh... After all the help I gave her, after all the s--t I put myself through just to help her and she does that...? I dont' understand it.

When I spoke to a SWEDA supporter today, I told her about it and said all I can think is; 'why do people bully me? Why do they feel the need to bully the most kind and caring person here, who would give anything to help someone in need? I just don't get it...'

So yeah... I told Connor and he said "Right, we're definately going to the police now. We had her banned from the forum, they had severe words with her and you blocked and deleted her on msn. You can't do anymore, only the police can now. Don't worry baby, this will be sorted out I promise.."

I hate living like this. In fear of getting beaten up, in fear of who's going to say what next It's crap and it leaves me watching my back all the time, constantly... Unable to do anything or go anywhere alone. stupid people. I hate them.