Wow.

Oh my gosh. I cannot believe that. You're right, what can one say? But, I want you to know I am grieving for you, if this makes any difference.
I hope this does not come off as sounding trite, but my belief has always been that we are in this life in order to learn lessons. What gets thrown our way is out of our control and often seems to make no sense at all.

Our only choice is in how we react and what good we can figure out to take away from it.
Not trying to lecture or anything at all like that. Just trying to convey a way that I personally have found to try and make sense out of these things that seem to make no sense. If there is a higher power or controlling component to the universe and beyond, which I do feel there is, then I guess my way to cope with things is to try and look at them as some sort of learning experiences, as I said.
Hope you don't mind my sharing that.
I do think of you often and wonder how you are, or rather I figure I've got an idea of how you are, and that it's probably not good. I often send good thoughts your way, even though you don't know who I am, really. But I am very sad for you, and none the less, I care. A lot. A thousand hugs to you, Orange Blossom.
And you ARE good enough!!!!!!
Guess that's all I've got to say for now. LizzyB