he cheated on me. theres no excuse for it but i decided to give him another chance ONLY because i sensed he was truly sorry and it happened very early in our relationship before we became more serious. i believe it was brave of him to admit it to me and know he'd probably lose me because he did until i made my decision. he's been working really hard to prove to me he can be a good person.

I know it sounds stupid but my best friend, friends and family love him and i do too. he was stupid and allowed alcohol to take control and now he has to pay the price.

i just have a lot going on right now from all different angles and my bf has always been there to slow me down but it's hard to let him. He keeps telling me to talk to someone or both of us could go somewhere like his church but i don't know how much it would help.