Talked with my sister today. She was nervous and wanted to talk, said she was finually calling the T's number she's had for a few months. I'm really proud of her for getting help she's needed for all these years. I don't know why but it's just like bringing up a lot of memories of the abuse. I'm affaird she's going to start asking me questions and trying to fill in some of the abuse memories for her. I don't know if I'm making sense. I'm just scared and I don't know how to support her without getting to really triggered by the memories we have in common.

I'm just getting slammed by memories of abuse that happened to us at the same time.