My T has been really good at respecting my judgement on things. So far she has not once bulked or dismissed any concern or issue I've shared. When I express fear about her rejecting me or something I've presented...IDK the fear is real, but... It must be a transference thing, because her real actions don't justify it. This week I told her about not wanting H to be apart of my therapy. She asked me some questions about why I felt that way, which I answered and she seemed to accept my position on it.

I have a good T. I just am still fearful to use her sometimes... But I'm getting better at it.