You know what, Jennie. I think you've got a great attitude! That's something to applaud.

Sometimes we write something and the person interprets it defensively or says, I've tried that, doesn't work, not gonna try again, but you didn't do that.

You looked for the good in every post, even if it was only that someone cared enough to post!

I think that's very special. I hope that you will see this fineness in yourself -- and give yourself a hug, a warm bath, some comfort food, a walk in the park, whatever provides a moment of relief from the darkness and pain.