We just got into another fight today. I haven't heard from her in 6 hours now. I know she's at work, and sometimes she doesn't text me back when she's working, but I'm still worried. She was really upset with me.

I don't know why I keep starting fights with her. I don't mean to, but it's been happening a lot lately, ever since this depression really came back full force. I feel so bad, cuz she's been such a good friend to me. We've only been friends for a year, she lives on the other side of the country, and she's still managed to be a better friend to me than any friend I've ever had. She knows more about me than anyone. Even after everything I've put her through, even though I continually try to push her away, she keeps fighting to keep our friendship going. I've never had a friend quite so determined to keep a friendship with me. I'm really worried I'm going to end up ruining it.