Totally... It still amazes me and my head is still spinning by how quickly my world has come crumbling down around me. Everything changed overnight, and I went from spending so much time with her and her son, to nothing.

I'm not sure I'll ever know what really happened, why her feelings seemingly changed so quickly (even if it happened over weeks, it seems like she would've realized that and could've said something!). There's no excuse for someone who says they care about you to treat you in a disrespectful manner, in a way that shows just the opposite.

If she had cared about me, she would've talked to me before acting on her feelings. It's just basic respect, responsibility, and maturity. I thought she had those things. Apparently not, and I'm not sure how I could've been so wrong...

John