I don't know what to do... I don't know what's right for me.

God, I'm sick of this. Sick of the bullying, sick of people being on my back, sick of being sick. I can't stand it.

I got my door kicked in last night. Nice. Great to know that I can be lying in bed and not have to jump out of my skin because someone's just kicked my door. It's doing my head in and I can't be doing with it anymore. I've got a horribly painful neck from all the stressing and I just feel incredibly angry. I'm gonna bite someone's head off if they say one more nasty thing to me. I'm sick and tired of being so *******ed nice and getting s**t for it.

It's pathetic and disgusting and I hate all those that are doing it to me. It's completely unjust!

I don't want to see anyone anymore. Because they're all on my back and I'm fed up. I just want to curl up and cry til I have no tears left. I hate it. I hate me. I hate everything at the moment