so they came yesterday , Took his picture, Handed him a framed certifacate. and a bunch of other stuff.
I never react when its happening afterwards I do......Mostly with I get very cold. Then I can feel it in my stomach. Which i did all that yesterday. I never blinked a eye with my son thou. Only when they said one thing. He looked at me I looked at him and I think we both had tears.
This could be so much worse. Not sure why I reacted the way i did. As i have always wanted him to be on his own and functioning..Which he is...I guess because I prefer peace.

With that being said., I have to accept this. be proud of him for making his own choice. I may not agree. But he did make his own choice.
I pray he will be safe and everyone elses son and daughter who has decided this course in life. Right now I am praying for the whole world .
So i have to let it go. Does not mean I will not be fearful as I will. But as I said there is so much worse it could be.right now.
Last night circle dog and I stared at the ceiling along time coming to this place. Well i think circle dog was asleep lol awwwwwwww
I gotta let it go ....as a friend once told me somethings are scrambled eggs. Meaning I can not change it.
So with that being said I will today take the pic of the little tree and post it as I said I would yesterday and did not .
Also I will keep a light on for him everyday he is gone. Maybe a light on till every other persons child is back from over seas. too......as that has not come yet as I think boot camp would be first LOL

May peace find (((everyone)))))))))))))(((((may everyone stay safe))))))))))))))

my light ....my prayers are with all moms and dads all over the world.................