really don't know if we can do this--don't know if we can make it.
more guilt. another wham. when will i learn to just delete??????
stirred up big time.
i'm so stupid
so bad
why did i hurt her?
why didn't i just tell her it was a bad time?
why didn't i just answer her text?
really hating myself right now.
really confused
want to just apologize and set things straight
want to just be done
would rather her beat me than the words.