(((((((((((MeSo))))))))))))))

all that you just wrote rings so true for beads tooooooooooo.......especially the part about NOT feeling what went thru earlier in life.........cuz too busy just tryhing to survive......
MeSo we ARE afraid to feel any of that old stuff.......it will hurt toooo much ya know...like iffen it hurt so bad then that we had to split off into others,,,,,,why do we even want to relive and refeel that stuff??????
T say have to in order to get better but he never explains the HOW is this gonna make us gooder part........
wsooooooooo scared..........
hugs,
marsidotz