Nuh-uh! You are GOOD! MeSo sorry for all that you have endured. Wishing i could hug you in real life, want to so bad. Hard to explain--tears at your pain. You deserve so much better than what you have gotten...don't know why we got what we got. No more words right now but hugs, love, hugs, bead, beads, beadsy, mary of beads, Nancy, marsidotz and et. al.